Rambling for ramblings sake

I know no one follows this.  This is more of a journal.  Well, a rather censored version of one anyway.  Don't want a whole bunch of too personal stuff floating around the inter-webs.

Today is the first time I've looked at this thing in quite some time.  It was rather reveling.  Things I planned to do and never followed through with.  Jobs and cars I used to have.  Basically, lots of regrets.  But its not all bad.  Life is both good and bad.  Can't have one without the other.  I'm still me at the core, but I've done some changing.  I've thought a lot lately about how much certain people mean to me.  I've thought about my future and who I want to have be a part of it and what I want to do with it.  I've thought about people that have seemingly forgotten I exist, people I thought were close friends.  I've thought about things I once thought were really important to me.  In short, I'm human.  These are the things we do.  Quite often in fact.  We don't always realize what we are doing.  We don't always find the answers we're looking for.  I haven't found many lately, that's for sure.  It can be rather depressing.  But, it doesn't have to be.  Taking stock of life is something we really -need- to do.  Its the best catalyst for change.  If you don't think there are things about yourself you can improve and change, then you aren't really thinking at all.  Unless of course you're a cyborg.  And if there are cyborgs reading this, two quick things  1) Why are you wasting your time and talents reading this pathetic blog?!  2) Could you give me a call?  I'd like to meet you :D

Well that's enough for today I suppose.  Tonight actually, lol.  I have what my dad has labeled an "incorrect" sleep schedule.  You try working a 4 pm-12 pm shift for nearly 5 years and see if your sleep schedule is "normal" afterwards.